The long surrender

Another night, another miss
but I will have my dirty kiss.
Her mouth hungers and I'm aglow-
I've been ready for a decade,
I'm just waiting for the go.

Cliffhanger's Lament

Is this the climax of my dreams?
What a very, very long road it's been.
I feel as though I need to escape,
the silence is killing me, I can't even hate.

So this is the feeling of nothing left: doom
What's left for ashes? They've already been consumed.
What a strange feeling I didn't know I had
Until it all was over, where's my bottle of Vlad?

Worth it

What wakes in me my violence knows
far off the pike men watch the breach
and I interred in covers and pillows
am fearful to see the raiders on the beach.

'Twas just last year the rogues embarked
and swore they'd take our shores
said I, "you vicious gremlins, hark!
You dare not feel the wrath of old sores."

Well kept they made their promise felt
and still I feel no shame
nor beg for friends or ask for help
for I achieved my aim.

they may fill up our beach with blood
but I remain the righteous one.

Tit for tat

Whenever the best are on their toes-
Good things happen and nobody knows-
what to do or what to say-
it's all the same to me anyway.

I've taken the road less traveled by
and no I have no Alibi-
I have myself and the world's the same
I have no one but me to blame-

for those who speak in silent voices
rise up and take, make better choices.
for nothing comes to you with time
save those who are lucky not genuine.

Though, I'll save that speech for another day
The best have spoken and that's all I have to say.

Freestlin' it.

I decided to enlist to avoid probation/ pro'lly do it anyway just to lose the situation/I got no job, bills to pay and college courses are long/ I am a mental majority and my people run strong.

Come meet the misfits, "bitch tits", "Losers" and "psychos- the narcissistic animalistic new toy from Tyco. Can't blame me just 'cuz I got the golden tongue I climbed the ladder like Jet Li so I could be The One- and only- people see my ranting as a sign that I'm lonely but look around and you can see I'm just a crazy 'round phonies.

I've seen the devil breath; he's in you, he's in me- This is the time for lost souls to finally drown on this lost sea. All the while I kept begging couldn't they just let me be? Living's harder anyway so I think I'll just peace.

I hear the beats deep in me and the echoes I see, I'll fight this bloody fight while shitting and I'll be hitting your piece.

I'd love to chat but I'm being called by my other glamour life, I love you all, feel the love, be the one and goodnight.

A late night drive.

Her silvery serpent swam 'cross the sea-
The echoes shocked the woods,
The signs pointed to the place to be-
and soon we'd both get good.

The wind it howled and followed like pilots
on the belly of our shark that swam the hills
soon at home we'd thread the iris
no use would it be to question our wills.

I held her in my arms that night
just as the ride was over
my blazing queen of luminous light
clear, crystal and much bolder.

The shadows of sight

Where is the light
that illuminates my friends?
In all this darkness
will i see light again?

There's a light that beams
in a familiar face-
but darkens, when alone,
for i cannot see grace.

Deliverance abundance in the ones who i know-
but all else is darkness
like a movie theater with no show.

So i watch the screen
unable to see my neighbor,
believing in his thoughts
though, he does me no favors-

for here am i,
in this pitch auditorium,
we've all indulged in evil but
i feel, the only sorry one-

as i sit in in this darkness
I seek the light bringing herald-
though, this box blinds me
is this cruel and blind world.