It fades

As the visions of eternal suffering rise
I realize that this is not to be my life
watching the crowds and the people who die
makes me feel kind of mild in the immortal eye.

decadent lifestyle is all that I've known
and now that I'm out here on my own
I feel I must build myself up but not alone
because the world will greet me if I build my own home.

Confusion is the name of our adolescence
and in this time working seems ephrevescent
but still I feel almost without my home
life eternal and for now, alone.

Shrinks give me drugs
girls give me hugs
TV gives me love
and god speaks from above

and I listen and I listen
to the detriment of my life
living isn't living
unless you can leave this endless night.

Perhaps I should stop listening
to the things that I'm told
a man is a man is a man
unless he's sold

on the idea that we are all controlled by fate
and societies words make him irate
and dirty deeds are done dirt cheap
so we ignore our fellow man when he weeps.

I am simply a pawn
so I'll get out of the game
awake to a better place
where people aren't all the same.

I think I owe it to myself to decay
unless I stop the world from spinning
and seize this first day.

I O U's are building up
and before I get stuck
I'll try not to give up
the world is not a bad place
and all of us fuck
and all of us need this superficial bull shit
till the day that we die
or simply can't live with it
and become an hero
or live for the day
as life fades away
and life fades away
and life fades awa
and life fades aw
and life fades a
and life fades
and life fade
and life fad
and life fa
and life f
and life
nd life
d life
life.