Friday, June 27, 2014

Stream of Consciousness

The way I see things changes so rapidly
We'll never see eye to eye
Unless you see through my frame of mind.
Once you're there you'll have to avoid the fear
Because escape is unlikely
And this friend is always near.

Unless you enjoy the apathy
That comes to hide the demons.
The skeletons walk free from their closet
And the muck and Swamp of thoughts you'll plod
Will become second nature until your pace becomes normal even buried in the mud.

Sometimes I feel the loneliness of friends I met along the way
But because of my awkwardness,
I am able to ignore the fact, gently, that I'm lonely.

I want the world to see my mind
And understand the insanity
Of morphing views constantly
But the confusion of this
Makes it hard to dictate to others
Even for me.

Maybe I complicate myself more than I should.
Maybe I'm simpler than I know
I don't know,
I don't know,
I just don't know.

Perhaps my thoughts
As I thought
Shouldn't have so much time alone.

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