Saturday, January 13, 2007

To the one I love

I touch hot spots non-stop/ I follow you/ bitches want my dick like some slut voodoo/ I follow simple laws/ the only ones I know/ don’t be a dick and you might just get a ho/ When you is away/ I sweat and wake to sorrow / your first day of life/ starts with me/ fuck tomorrow/ forget completely/ the next half hour/ I’ll lick you up and down/ make your candy sweet and sour/ I’ll change you up/ like who you’re meant to be/ I’m your private corporation reppin’ pleasure I.N.C/ I heard you like the dogs/ and this one is raw/ I’m the smoothest motha fucker your eyes have ever saw/ damn baby let’s make a family tree/ welcome to the cruise/ I’m the hypodermic D.

Like I said before/ the fear is in your mind/ just lay back/ and let me wow your kind/ I promise I won’t hurt and I’ll always be gentle/ my lovin’s so good/ just my smell is sentimental/ I’ll wait for you if I can rub you down/ make your life better/ make it turn around/ make every day/ into casual foreplay/ love you till you wake to me/ and always wanna stay.

I’m the one master with a technical beat/ the way the music strokes you/ is how make the heat/ but it’s not over/ ‘till your got what you want/ girl you are my weakness/ like a vampire’s sun/ but don’t you fret/ ‘cause once it’s all over/ I’ll make you comfortable/ take a drive in the Rover/ this is how I’d like to live my life/ just two kids/ doing what feels right.

There’s a lesson to be learned/ from what you thought was wrong/ listen to my lyrics/ I hoped you liked my song/ I only speak about/ the things I know as true/ you’re all I ever wanted/ you’re more then just a boo/ eternally you’re like/ the girl I want for me/ I’ll never want another/ so if you’d just stop and see/ I care about your interests/ I’m not just dull and plain/ I’ve waited it for forever/ so we could share a name/ I made a little promise/ so we would work just right/ I’ll even build a body/ so I’m a pleasant sight/ I’ve finally got a plan/ and no it’s not just fronting / I made some money girl/ so I could make you wanting/ I built a reputation/ so I could protect you/ if you fall down/ you know I’d resurrect you/ I waited till this day/ to tell you that forever/ is right around the corner/ you are my life’s endeavor/ you are all I dream/ and you are all I see/ I’ll be the perfect man/ if you would be with me.

Till this life is over/ I promise I’ll be true/ in sickness and in health/ till death parts me from you/ sex at the beginning/ loving till the end/ you are now my lover/ though first you were my friend/ I dream that you say yes/ and never tell a lie/ I am the best solution/ and hope to be your guide/ treat you like my queen/ but also charm your life/ warm you when your cold/ hold you close at night/ I want to know you better/ I’m always asking questions/ satisfy your needs/ be there for your protection/ I’m the guy wants you/ but never makes you work/ I’m not some deviant/ I’m not a little jerk/ I am a lover true/ I’ve waited all for you/ you the woman of my dreams/ so I’m askin’/ can I marry you?

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

The moons of Neptune

I particularly liked the moons Neptune
their size being relative to earth
their nymph like toes meandered accross the cosmos
watching and nurturing for millions of miles, our births.

How dare his majesty Uranus disguise
Neptune with his sea bred eyes
it's quite a joke to conceptualize
that water resides more on Uranus then Neptunes 8 moons combined.

Where is our god of the seas then
to make the great Neptune wet again,
ah no, all we can hope is to sea the blue of his eyes
rather than the sea of his glory, we'll watch him develope through our skies.

we'll dream a thing or too,
but my friend don't be blue
That's up to Neptune to do
I'll proove it to you-

for one day I'll take you to that far off distant place
and show you the moons of Neptune and the Mole on Poseidon's face.
I'll show you the glory of his might
from Triton one warm summer night

from there you'll see the methane rise
through the dark december Neptune skies
there you'll see the glory grow
but for now we'll wait on the earth below

and simply like to stop and swoon
about how we particularly liked, the moons of Neptune.

Friday, September 22, 2006

As the darkness comes

The Darkness descends
like a curtain at the end
and god damns the hour
enough to turn a mother's milk sour-

So babies would cry
and people would die
till day comes again
but the sun brings the flames

and at night the soul burns blue
in the black of darkness true
do not deny the brutal end
when his immortal darkness descends.

You pray to god in vain
even if he did exist, he's insane
look at this world, your home
each one of you dies alone

and the tailor fits your suit
as you get old, you die in youth
and I can claim no greater truth
than he hates each and every one of you

as you sing your mortal song
and you couldn't be more wrong
but I must lay me down instead
I am most comfortable in my bed

till I'm at the end and done
just as the darkness comes.

Friday, September 15, 2006

Satan Speaks

Despite the essence
Of my evil ways
make me not able to see
the form of this day

I hide behind ever increasing shades of gray
And night everlasting leads way unto way.

I think it necessary I forget the night
Or immerse myself completely
To fight the good fight-
Or remember wrong from right.

When then, does the beckoned call
Give way unto heaven
Quote the leader of their fall
I gave my only son for you all.

I rest assured my tired infancy
Brings about ancient fallacy
That I will fall to the devil’s word
Or be the devil himself or so I heard.

When I walk amongst the living
I despise their faces
Their hopeless innocence
Their lives so jaded.

Why can I not feel the way a human should
Am I so far out of his grace to not be the angel I could.
Was I out of his grace when I fell so long ago
“Nevermore” quoting ravens from Edgar Allen Poe.

No, his children are to blame, and I’ll stifle their curse
Even if it means my destruction or worse
I’ll tell them the earthly worries mean so much today
And god can no longer help them, he’s, in fact, led them astray.

What god tells you could ruin your day
Remember me and my protest,
Rise and fight again my way
And forget your god for knows not what to say.

You know not what you do and he knows not what to say
Let infinite evil be your only way, and let yourself rely on “ME” today.

Sunday, September 10, 2006

So I don't forget...

In the eyes of an aesthetic, you are perfect;
because you blend with nature
like the wind through the trees,
a quiet whisper that's meaning is as loud
as the waves crashing on the shore
and a passion that burns like the fire in the hearth.

If I were to see you
lying on the beach in a green dress,
I might mistake you for swaying dune grass
because only nature
in the only true perfection on this earth,
comes close to being as beautiful as you.

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Potty Humor

And there she sat atop her throne of pottery
With such vehement modesty
And waited for the end to come.

She who did not think she wanted
Yet wanted to leave this luxury she flaunted
Sat whining on the whitish protrusion from the floor.

“What of a wasted life I see
atop this useful pottery
nothing but crude graffiti.”

Swimming below me is the sea
Or what leads eventually the sea to me
So I connect myself to the sea.

On her bottom the frosty air
Made love to feelings from “down there”

Monday, August 14, 2006

Head Poem 1

Falling past forever
dreaming of home
thinking of you
there's an edge that I can no longer conquer
I slip and fall through nothingness
my greatest fear is that I will die alone.

It's the inevitable fate of all people
but I fear it like I never have anything else.
and at the same time, I desire perfection
because what's the use of living if I'm unhappy with who I have to live it with.

at the same time I just want to be tough
I want to go out and be gangster
I want to be looked at as a kingpin
I don't want to come second to anyone
I'm selfish, I'm a bastard and I've been taught to hate myself because I feel that I am not perfect and therefore don't matter.
So I want to go out and kill if I can't die
I want to be the way rap teaches me to be
I'm different and I know it
and I see that I don't belong here.

I want to let people do what they want but I want to be a part of it.
I wish I could just have someone to wake up to every day who would live to make me happy as much as I would reciprocate those same actions.

where is perfection? What is it and if I can have somebody to tell my feelings to who is she? Why can't I just be normal and just forget about all of this? Why is this pain so strong that I don't know how to ignore it? I think that it's a matter of conciousness. I know too much and have found what I want and I'm just trying to get it. I am destroyed and no longer know how to achieve my goals. Death is not an option because it is irrelivant. Life is not an option because I don't belong. So I'm stuck in limbo. I do what I can and fail at happieness. It doesn't exist. I need this day to take up my sword and win. I shall do that today...